It's summer Solstice and I think it's safe to say and it's the first one we've had without a shepherd in many years. We are without a shepherd because I took Woody to a new home yesterday. It's still technically a foster home, but they want him and they seem to have what it will take to make it work. And the news so far is good from this experienced foster home - he's just a typical young shepherd. Fingers and paws crossed still, but hopefully Woody has a home. At the very least he has a new, well equipped and experienced foster home who can give him what he needs.
We have Daisy (former foster) back with us but just for a couple of days. She will go home again on Saturday. I have declined any requests to board dogs from this point forward because we've got work going on in the house and our time here is growing very short. We took Daisy over to Green Dogs this evening for a meet and greet because she may be boarding there in the future. She did very well.
She was a little mouthy taking treats by hand but was a real champ at catching them.
Bailey is not just sleeping in the bedroom, she is also now in the bed for at least part of the night, and she hops up again in the morning.
I'm back from a quick trip to Kansas. I visited friends and family and generally had a look around. I don't want to say "last look" but I don't know when the next occasion for such a visit will arise.
Rather uncharacteristically for me, I'm not going to say much about it except that I'm glad I went and I'm glad I'm back. Bailey is very glad I'm back too.
The sunflower is the state flower of Kansas, but purple poppy mallow is my pick for the prettiest prairie wildflower.
When I was a senior in high school I quit all school activities. I quit the band, I quit theater, I was over it all and just wanted out. I was finished with high school, with adolescence, with my home town, and just wanted to move on. I wanted out of Salina, I wanted out of the house. I wanted to go to college, feel independent, get on with my life. I did not have a bad childhood at all, I was very lucky in many ways, but I was over it and was ready to move on. I was anxious.
I feel much the same way now, mixed with a level of panic and anxiety, not about moving to France, but about getting everything done around here, and especially about the house. The time is getting perilously short, barely a month and a half, but there is still much to do. Much like my move from my hometown to my college town some 49 (?!) years ago, it's not that I've been unhappy here, it's just that I'm ready to move on and I want to get on with it.
Hired someone to remove the ivy from the house, that job will be finished tomorrow but it's just the start of what needs to be done. Sold a bunch more stuff to someone off Marketplace, and it's likely that he'll buy more. Scattered TJ's ashes on a twilight walk with Bailey. I hit the road tomorrow morning for a quick trip to Kansas and back.
Our walk was during the bunny hour, just before sunset.
I'm not done making memories with dogs, not by a longshot. But right now I'm reliving many old memories of dogs I've owned, fostered, and loved, as I scatter their remains in places that seem special in some way. Thus it was today as I scattered the ashes of our beloved Gigi in the pasture where I loved seeing her romp through the yellow buttercups of early spring.
With foster Felix
I know I've shared these pictures many times, but I will never tire of seeing them.
Yesterday evening I combined the cremains of the Great Triumvirate of Gypsy, Cabell, and Bremo and scattered them out in the pasture as Bailey and Woody ran around. We had Gypsy when we moved here 25 years ago and adopted Cabell shortly thereafter. Cabell was still a puppy when we adopted him and he was the only dog who could ever get the very serious minded Gypsy to engage in play. Bremo was the puppy known as Fuzzy Bear from Maggie's litter of puppies, Maggie being our first foster dog. Those three formed the core of our group of dogs for quite a few years.
Today I took Bailey on a hike at Pleasant Grove. We parked near the pole barn and went straight down the hill, across the creek and up to the area known as Burke Heights, which overlooks the Rivanna river. I walked off the trail to what seemed to be the highest point around and there I scattered the combined remains of Della and Serena. I tied Bailey's leash to a tree while I walked around and she surprised me a bit by just laying calmly and watching until I was finished and then we went on our way.
We saw this small turtle on the trail.
That's an earthworm right in front of him.
I'm not sure he was about the eat the worm or not.
Waiting patiently while I said goodbye to Della and Serena.
This evening after a really strong storm had passed, I went outside and scattered the cremains of our first rottweiler, Jack, around a pear tree that he was particularly fond of when it was producing fruit. We never ate the pears from the tree although they were quite plentiful some years. Jack would go over to the tree and jump up to grab a piece of low hanging fruit. The pears were always too hard for our taste but Jack seemed to enjoy chewing on them. When he could no longer reach them, he got Vito to jump up and grab a branch for him. Bremo took it up in later years after Jack was gone but few other dogs ever showed any interest in them. I guess it's a rottweiler thing. Along with Jack, I dispersed the ashes of our cat, Eleanor, because Jack liked her and who wouldn't want to spend eternity with a rottweiler?
I've been doing a lot of this lately and I'm actually down to just four more. It has brought back pleasant memories of all the dogs we've had over the past 25 years in this house. There's always something you miss about a dog who has died. Their presence, obviously, but often it's a little quirk, something that no other dog had or did, something that made them unique, even if it wasn't something pleasant. The same is true of foster dogs too, if they are around long enough to burrow their way into your heart. Here's just a few that come to mind:
Going outside at night before bed to track down Trooper who had gone out a half hour earlier and was wandering around the yard.
Sparky's jump for joy, a Tigger-like vertical jump with all four feet off the ground and a half twist, ready to be my personal trainer and take me out on the trails for a fast-paced hike.
TJ's infectious smile that looked totally innocent but hid a scheme he was hatching in his husky brain.
Cabell's smile, that face he made while baring his teeth that might have been mistaken for something malevolent if was coming from any dog other than Cabell.
Bremo's sweet and pure innocence, unable to conceive that he could possibly have done anything wrong.
Vince's work ethic, always "on", always on patrol, always ready for whatever was happening, and always prepared to take on anything even if it greatly exceeded his size, strength, and ability.
Gypsy's absolute, steadfast devotion to me, right or wrong, that dog was my dog and stood by me. Gypsy always had my back.
I wrote a Thanksgiving post in 2015 with pictures and thoughts on many of our pack up to that time. It was nice reading it again just now: Thanks be unto Dog.
I listen to music as I walk and so often it seems that the perfect song comes along at just the right moment. And so it was today as I was ending the walk with Bailey after scattering Della and Serena. The final song on the playlist was "Sam" by Sturgill Simpson. It's a very short song but it makes me cry every time I hear it. Today was no exception.
I've heard people say that they were busier after retirement than when they were working, and that seems to be proving true. Of course, that's probably due mostly to the impending move, now less than two months away. But I still make time for the dogs, although not as much as they would like. Fortunately Bailey and Woody are very good at entertaining each other during the day when I'm busy with other stuff.
Bailey sharing my fries at Patch last weekend.
Bailey and Woody wrestling in the kitchen.
Bailey posing on a rock on a recent hike.
Alerting on a squirrel, or maybe this was the baby fawn we spotted.
Bailey and Woody run and play when they are outside together but I'm never able to get it on video because they stop the moment that I come outside. Apparently whatever I might be doing is more interesting or more important to them. But I am able to catch them playing indoors when I'm in the kitchen, see video clips below.
This is a blog about my life, which largely revolves around a dog rescue operation. I write mostly, but not exclusively, about dogs. I am gay, with a very understanding partner (now husband!); Democrat; liberal; Kansas native and a current resident of "real" Virginia. My husband and I live on 7 rural acres near Charlottesville, Virginia. We have multiple large dogs of our own, and we have fostered large breed dogs for several different rescue organizations. German Shepherd Dogs, Great Danes, and Rottweilers are among our favorites, but we love most large breed dogs and mutts. ALL VIEWS EXPRESSED HEREIN ARE MY OWN.
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